Yep. Thats me. After 5 years of working and waiting, today I was able to apply. It reminded me of all those early mornings standing at the edge of the pool , shivering, trying to build up the courage to dive in. Today is the part when you just do it...stretch your arms around into the closed "v" above your head and dive. Anticipation, then splash! I'm in and the water is warm. Phew!